The Cost and Reward of Discipleship

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In the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus calls his disciples to a life of radical commitment and unwavering devotion. He provides them with instructions and warnings, painting a vivid picture of the challenges they will face as his followers. This passage challenges us to examine our own understanding of discipleship and to consider what the cost and reward of following Jesus might be for us.

Jesus begins by reminding his disciples that they are not above their teacher and that they should expect to face opposition, just as he did. He warns them that they will encounter hostility, persecution, and even division within their own families. These words are not meant to discourage or intimidate, but rather to prepare the disciples for the realities of discipleship. Jesus’ desire is that they should enter this journey with eyes wide open, understanding the challenges they’re going to face as they bear witness to the truth.

The passage takes a striking turn as Jesus emphasizes the importance of prioritizing him above all else, even familial ties. He says, “Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me” (Matthew 10:37). These words may seem harsh, but they underscore the radical nature of discipleship. Jesus is not advocating for the abandonment of family, but rather highlighting the supreme allegiance that should be given to him. He desires a love that surpasses all other loves, a commitment that transcends all the other, earthly relationships.

Jesus assures his disciples that those who take up their cross and follow him will find true life. He declares, “Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it”. This paradoxical statement challenges our conventional understanding of success and fulfillment. It invites us to surrender our own desires, ambitions, and comforts for the sake of Christ and his kingdom. In losing ourselves, we discover the richness and abundance of life that can only be found in Christ.

The passage concludes with a promise and a call to embrace Christ’s mission with courage and faith. Jesus declares, “Whoever receives you receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me”. This promise reminds us that as we faithfully follow Jesus, we carry his presence with us. When we are received and welcomed by others, it is Christ himself who is received and welcomed. We become bearers of Christ’s love, messengers of God’s grace, and ambassadors of the kingdom.

Reflecting on this passage challenges us to examine our own commitment to being a disciple. Are we willing to embrace the cost and challenges that come with following Jesus? Are we ready to prioritize Jesus and the Kingdom of God above all else, even if it means facing opposition or experiencing division in our relationships? Are we willing to lose our lives for Jesus’ sake, trusting that in doing so, we will find true life?

The journey of discipleship is not an easy one, but it is a path marked by great reward. It is a life of purpose, meaning, and intimacy with our Creator. It is a life where we discover the depth of God’s love, experience Christ’s transformative power, and participate in the redemptive work of the Kingdom in the world. As we contemplate the cost and reward of discipleship, let us turn our hearts to Jesus, seeking for God’s guidance and empowerment. Let us count the cost with humility and courage, knowing that the one who calls us is faithful and will sustain us through every trial. May we respond to Christ’s call with wholehearted devotion, trusting that in losing ourselves, we will find the abundant and eternal life that he promises.

Empowered to Heal and Proclaim

Behold, I am sending you like lambs among wolves.” – St. Elizabeth Seton  Catholic Church

In the Gospel of Matthew, we find an amazing passage that speaks to our calling as disciples of Christ. Matthew 9:35-10:8 paints a vivid picture of Jesus’ compassion for the crowds, his deep desire for workers in the harvest, and his empowering commissioning of the twelve disciples. This passage not only reveals the heart of Jesus but also carries profound implications for our own lives as followers.

The passage begins with a poignant description of Jesus’ ministry: “Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness”. We see a Christ who is not distant or detached, but who is actively engaged in the lives of people, meeting them in their brokenness, teaching them about God’s kingdom, and bringing healing to their bodies and souls. This image sets the stage for the commissioning that follows.

As Jesus observes the crowds, he is moved with compassion, recognizing their desperate need for spiritual guidance and care. He says to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field”. Jesus recognizes the urgency of the work ahead, the vast number of people in need of the good news, and the need for more labourers to join in that mission.

In response to this need, Jesus summons his disciples and imparts to them his authority and power. He gives them the ability to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those with leprosy, and drive out demons. This commissioning is not merely a task to be completed; it is an empowerment to carry on the work of Jesus, to be his hands and feet in the world. It is an invitation for the disciples—and for us—to participate in God’s mission of reconciliation, healing, and transformation.

The significance of this passage extends beyond the twelve disciples. It is an invitation to every one of us, throughout history and across cultures, to participate in the work of God’s kingdom. We, too, are called to be workers in the harvest field, carrying the message of hope and healing to a world in need.

Just as Jesus sent out his disciples, he sends us out with a similar charge: “Go!… As you go, proclaim this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give”. We are called to proclaim the good news of God’s kingdom, to bring healing and restoration to those who are broken and marginalized, and to extend grace and mercy to all.

In reflecting on this passage, we are reminded of the profound privilege and responsibility we have as followers of Christ. We have been entrusted with the message of hope, the power of the Holy Spirit, and the authority to bring transformation. Just as Jesus empowered his disciples, he empowers us to be agents of healing, reconciliation, and love in our own spheres of influence.

As we embrace this calling, we must also remember that it is not our own strength that sustains us but the power of the Holy Spirit working within us. We are called to rely on God’s guidance, to seek God’s wisdom and discernment, and to depend on God’s strength as we engage in the work of the kingdom. It is in this dependence that we find the courage and resilience to persevere in the face of challenges and setbacks.

The passage from Matthew 9:35-10:8 serves as a powerful reminder of our calling as disciples of Christ. We are called to be workers in the harvest field, proclaiming the good news, bringing healing and restoration, and extending God’s love to a broken world. Let us embrace this calling with humility, boldness, and compassion, relying on the power of the Holy Spirit to guide and empower us. May we faithfully carry out the mission entrusted to us, knowing that through our obedience, God’s kingdom will continue to advance and his love will be made known.

The Healing Touch of Compassion

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In the Gospel of Matthew, we encounter a powerful and transformative encounter between Jesus and various individuals in need of healing. In the passages of Matthew 9:9-13 and 18-26, we witness the profound impact of Jesus’ compassion and the transformative power of his touch.

In the first encounter, Jesus approaches Matthew, a tax collector, and calls him to be his disciple. Tax collectors were often despised in society, seen as collaborators with the oppressive Roman regime. Yet, Jesus looks beyond societal judgment and extends a hand of mercy and love to Matthew. With a simple invitation, Jesus transforms Matthew’s life, calling him to follow him and be part of his ministry. This encounter reminds us of the boundless grace and forgiveness that Jesus offers to all, regardless of their past or societal status.

As Jesus dines at Matthew’s house, he is confronted by the religious leaders who question his choice of company—tax collectors and sinners. In response, Jesus offers a powerful teaching: “I desire mercy, not sacrifice.” He challenges the rigid religious mindset that values outward acts of piety over genuine compassion and love for those who are marginalized or considered outcasts. Jesus reveals his mission to heal and restore, not only physically but spiritually, reaching out to those who are in need of his touch.

In the subsequent verses, we witness Jesus’ healing touch extend to a woman who had suffered from a bleeding disorder for twelve years and a ruler whose daughter had died. The woman, filled with faith, reaches out and touches Jesus’ garment, believing that she will be healed. In an instant, she is made whole, and Jesus acknowledges her faith and her healing. Similarly, when Jesus arrives at the ruler’s house, he takes the girl by the hand, and she rises from death to life. Through these miracles, Jesus demonstrates his authority over sickness, death, and all forms of brokenness.

These passages teach us profound lessons about the nature of Jesus’ ministry and the way we are called to follow him. We are reminded that Jesus is not distant or indifferent to our suffering. He is intimately involved, ready to extend his healing touch to those who come to him in faith. We see that Jesus’ compassion knows no boundaries, reaching out to the marginalized, the sinners, and those in desperate need. His healing touch brings restoration, not only in physical health but also in spiritual well-being.

As followers of Jesus, we are called to embody his compassionate ministry in our own lives. We are challenged to look beyond societal judgment and embrace the outcast, the marginalized, and the broken. We are called to be agents of healing and reconciliation, extending the touch of compassion to those who are hurting and in need. We are reminded that true righteousness is not measured by outward displays of religiosity, but by the depth of our love and mercy towards others.

Let us reflect on the encounters described in Matthew 9:9-13 and 18-26 and consider the ways in which we can emulate Jesus’ compassion in our daily lives. May we be open to the transforming power of Jesus’ touch, both in our own lives and in the lives of those around us. May we be instruments of healing, extending love, mercy, and hope to a world in need.

In doing so, we become living testimonies to the transformative power of Jesus’ touch, drawing others into the embrace of his love and bringing healing and restoration to a broken world.

May we be inspired by the compassion of Jesus and empowered by the Holy Spirit to walk in his footsteps, extending his healing touch to all we encounter.

Amen.

The Feast of the Holy Trinity: Embracing the Mystery of God’s Nature

The Feast of the Holy Trinity is a profound celebration that invites us to contemplate the mysterious nature of God. It is a time to reflect on the doctrine of the Trinity, which affirms that God is one being in three persons: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. This feast offers us an opportunity to deepen our understanding and appreciation of God’s divine nature and the relationship among the three persons of the Trinity.

The concept of the Trinity can be challenging to comprehend fully. How can God be both one and three? How do we make sense of the relationship between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit? While these questions may remain mysterious and beyond our complete understanding, the Feast of the Holy Trinity encourages us to embrace the mystery and engage in a journey of faith and exploration.

In contemplating the Trinity, we are reminded of the boundless love that exists within God’s nature. The Father, the Creator of all things, eternally loves the Son, who is the Word made flesh and our Redeemer. The Holy Spirit, the giver of life and the guide of our hearts, proceeds from the Father and the Son, enveloping us with divine love and grace. The Trinity reveals a community of love, unity, and perfect harmony.

As we ponder the mystery of the Trinity, we also recognize its implications for our own lives and relationships. We are called to reflect the love and unity of the Trinity in our interactions with others. Just as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit exist in perfect communion, we are invited to foster relationships built on love, respect, and mutual support. Our relationships should be characterized by selflessness, forgiveness, and a genuine desire to see others thrive and flourish.

Moreover, the doctrine of the Trinity invites us into a deeper understanding of our own identity as children of God. We are created in the image of a Triune God, designed for relationship and community. Our unity with God and with one another is rooted in the love that flows within the Trinity itself. We are called to embrace our interconnectedness and to extend love, compassion, and grace to all people, recognizing the inherent dignity and worth of every individual.

The Feast of the Holy Trinity also reminds us of the importance of balance in our spiritual lives. We recognize the roles of each person of the Trinity: the Father as Creator and Sustainer, the Son as Savior and Redeemer, and the Holy Spirit as Comforter and Guide. We seek a harmonious relationship with each person of the Trinity, knowing that our faith is not complete if we neglect any aspect of God’s nature.

In celebrating the Feast of the Holy Trinity, we are called to embrace the mystery, awe, and wonder of God’s divine nature. It is an invitation to deepen our relationship with the Triune God and to grow in love and unity within our communities. Let us approach this feast with humility, recognizing the limits of our understanding, and allowing the mystery of the Trinity to inspire and shape our faith journey.

May the celebration of the Holy Trinity draw us into a closer relationship with God, and may we reflect the love, unity, and grace of the Trinity in our lives, shining as witnesses of God’s eternal and boundless love to the world.

The Feast of the Holy Trinity: Embracing the Mystery of God’s Nature

The Feast of the Holy Trinity is a profound celebration that invites us to contemplate the mysterious nature of God. It is a time to reflect on the doctrine of the Trinity, which affirms that God is one being in three persons: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. This feast offers us an opportunity to deepen our understanding and appreciation of God’s divine nature and the relationship among the three persons of the Trinity.

The concept of the Trinity can be challenging to comprehend fully. How can God be both one and three? How do we make sense of the relationship between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit? While these questions may remain mysterious and beyond our complete understanding, the Feast of the Holy Trinity encourages us to embrace the mystery and engage in a journey of faith and exploration.

In contemplating the Trinity, we are reminded of the boundless love that exists within God’s nature. The Father, the Creator of all things, eternally loves the Son, who is the Word made flesh and our Redeemer. The Holy Spirit, the giver of life and the guide of our hearts, proceeds from the Father and the Son, enveloping us with divine love and grace. The Trinity reveals a community of love, unity, and perfect harmony.

As we ponder the mystery of the Trinity, we also recognize its implications for our own lives and relationships. We are called to reflect the love and unity of the Trinity in our interactions with others. Just as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit exist in perfect communion, we are invited to foster relationships built on love, respect, and mutual support. Our relationships should be characterized by selflessness, forgiveness, and a genuine desire to see others thrive and flourish.

Moreover, the doctrine of the Trinity invites us into a deeper understanding of our own identity as children of God. We are created in the image of a Triune God, designed for relationship and community. Our unity with God and with one another is rooted in the love that flows within the Trinity itself. We are called to embrace our interconnectedness and to extend love, compassion, and grace to all people, recognizing the inherent dignity and worth of every individual.

The Feast of the Holy Trinity also reminds us of the importance of balance in our spiritual lives. We recognize the roles of each person of the Trinity: the Father as Creator and Sustainer, the Son as Savior and Redeemer, and the Holy Spirit as Comforter and Guide. We seek a harmonious relationship with each person of the Trinity, knowing that our faith is not complete if we neglect any aspect of God’s nature.

In celebrating the Feast of the Holy Trinity, we are called to embrace the mystery, awe, and wonder of God’s divine nature. It is an invitation to deepen our relationship with the Triune God and to grow in love and unity within our communities. Let us approach this feast with humility, recognizing the limits of our understanding, and allowing the mystery of the Trinity to inspire and shape our faith journey.

May the celebration of the Holy Trinity draw us into a closer relationship with God, and may we reflect the love, unity, and grace of the Trinity in our lives, shining as witnesses of God’s eternal and boundless love to the world.

Celebrating Love: Love for God and Love for Neighbour during Pride Month

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As Pride Month unfolds, we are reminded of the diversity of human experience and the importance of embracing love and acceptance for all individuals, regardless of their sexual orientation or gender identity. It is a time when the LGBTQ+ community and its allies come together to celebrate love, equality, and the right to be true to oneself.

As Christians, we are called to reflect on the core tenets of our faith—love for God and love for neighbour. These two commandments, as Jesus taught us, are intertwined and inseparable. In embracing them, we are invited to engage in a deeper understanding of how we can love and support our LGBTQ+ neighbours, affirming their inherent worth and dignity.

First and foremost, love for God calls us to recognize and celebrate the inherent diversity within creation. God, in God’s infinite wisdom, created us in all our unique and beautiful expressions of identity. Our sexual orientation and gender identity are facets of the rich tapestry of human experience, reflecting the immeasurable creativity of our Creator. By embracing and affirming this diversity, we honour and love the God who made us all.

Love for neighbour compels us to extend empathy, compassion, and acceptance to all individuals, including those in the LGBTQ+ community. It means acknowledging and celebrating their full humanity, treating them with respect, and affirming their rights to love, happiness, and self-expression. It is an opportunity to stand alongside our LGBTQ+ brothers, sisters, and siblings, supporting their journey towards self-acceptance and offering a safe and welcoming space for them to be their authentic selves.

Embracing love for God and love for neighbour also requires us to confront our own biases, prejudices, and misconceptions. It demands that we examine our theology and interpretations of Scripture with humility and openness. While there are diverse perspectives within the Christian community regarding same-sex relationships, we are called to approach these conversations with grace, seeking understanding and unity in the midst of our differences. It is a time for us to listen deeply, learn from one another, and engage in dialogue that is rooted in love, rather than judgment or exclusion.

Pride Month serves as an invitation for us to actively engage in acts of love and advocacy. We can support LGBTQ+ individuals and organizations through volunteering, financial contributions, and by being vocal allies. We can educate ourselves about the unique challenges faced by the LGBTQ+ community and work towards creating inclusive and affirming spaces within our churches, communities, and families. It is an opportunity to stand against discrimination, hate, and injustice, championing equality and the rights of all individuals to live their lives authentically and with dignity.

In celebrating love during Pride Month, let us remember the words of Jesus: “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another” (John 13:34). May our love for God and our love for neighbour transcend boundaries, embrace diversity, and reflect the transformative power of Christ’s love in our lives.

As we engage in conversations and actions during Pride Month, let us do so with open hearts, seeking unity and understanding. May we be beacons of love and acceptance, reflecting the inclusive and embracing nature of our faith. Together, let us celebrate love in all its forms, recognizing that in doing so, we embody the essence of Christ’s teachings and work towards a more compassionate and just world.

May God’s love guide and inspire us during Pride Month and beyond, as we continue to grow in love for God and love for our LGBTQ+ neighbours.

Amen.

The Feast of Pentecost: Empowered by the Holy Spirit

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The Feast of Pentecost is a joyous and significant celebration in the Christian calendar. It commemorates the outpouring of the Holy Spirit upon the early disciples, marking the birth of the Church and empowering believers to carry out the mission of Christ in the world. This feast holds deep spiritual significance, reminding us of the transformative power of the Holy Spirit in our lives and the call to be witnesses of God’s love and truth.

Shavuot – Nazarene Israel

The origins of Pentecost can be traced back to the Jewish festival of Shavuot, which celebrated the giving of the Law to Moses on Mount Sinai. It was during this festival, fifty days after Passover, that the Holy Spirit descended upon the disciples gathered in Jerusalem. The sound of a rushing wind filled the place, and tongues of fire appeared above each person’s head. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in different languages, proclaiming the mighty works of God.

The events of Pentecost have profound implications for our faith. First and foremost, it represents the fulfillment of Jesus’ promise to send the Holy Spirit as a guide, comforter, and empowerer. The Holy Spirit is the third person of the Trinity — fully God — and is present and active in the lives of believers. Through this Holy Spirit, we are connected to God, receiving guidance, wisdom, and power to live out the teachings of Jesus.

Pentecost also highlights the unity and diversity of the Church. The disciples, who came from different backgrounds and spoke different languages, were united by the power of the Holy Spirit. The gift of speaking in tongues (Glossolalia) symbolizes the Church’s universal mission to proclaim the good news of Jesus Christ to all nations and peoples. It reminds us that the message of God’s love will not be limited by language or cultural boundaries but has the power to transcend all such human divisions.

Pentecost serves as a catalyst for mission and evangelism. The disciples, filled with the Holy Spirit, boldly proclaimed the gospel message to those gathered in Jerusalem, and about three thousand people responded by accepting Christ and being baptized. This event marks the birth of the early Christian community and the beginning of its mission to bring Good news to all people. The Holy Spirit equips and empowers us to share the love and truth of Christ with others, making disciples of all nations.

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As we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost, we are invited to reflect on the transformative power of the Holy Spirit in our own lives. It is an opportunity to surrender ourselves to the work of the Spirit, allowing Her to guide and empower us to live in accordance with God’s will. The Holy Spirit convicts us of sin, comforts us in times of difficulty, and empowers us to live as witnesses of Christ’s love and truth in all the places that we go.

Let us embrace the Spirit’s work in our lives, seeking Her guidance, wisdom, and empowerment. Let us be open to Her transformative presence, allowing Her to shape our character, renew our minds, and empower us to live in a manner that reflects the love and grace of Jesus. And may we be bold in sharing the good news of salvation with those around us, trusting that the Holy Spirit will work through us to touch hearts and bring others into a relationship with God.

On this Feast of Pentecost, may our hearts be open to the power and presence of the Holy Spirit. Let us be filled with gratitude for Her transformative work in our lives, and may we be inspired to live as faithful and empowered witnesses of God’s love in the world.

Veni Sancti Spiritus!

The Feast of the Ascension: A Celebration of Christ’s Triumph

The Feast of the Ascension is a significant event in the Christian calendar, marking the ascension of Jesus Christ into heaven. It is a day of celebration and reflection, as we commemorate the moment when Jesus, in his resurrected body, ascended from earth to be reunited with God. This feast holds deep theological meaning and reminds us of the triumph of Jesus” mission and the promise of Christ’s return.

The story of the Ascension is recorded in the New Testament, specifically in the books of Luke and Acts. After his resurrection, Jesus appeared to his disciples, teaching them and preparing them for their future mission. On the fortieth day after Easter, while in the presence of his followers, Jesus led them to the Mount of Olives. There, he blessed them and ascended into heaven, disappearing from their sight as they watched in awe.

The Feast of the Ascension holds several profound implications for our faith. First and foremost, it affirms Jesus’ divinity and eternal nature. The ascension into heaven reveals Christ’s unity with God and role as God’s only begotten. It serves as a reminder of Jesus’ completed mission on earth, fulfilling the purpose of reconciliation.

Secondly, the Ascension highlights the ongoing presence of Christ within the world and particularly within the Church. Although Jesus physically ascended into heaven, the assurance given at the ascension to all those who would be disciples is the sending of the Holy Spirit to guide and empower them. This promise was fulfilled on the Day of Pentecost, which we commemorate ten days after the Ascension. Through the Holy Spirit, Jesus continues to be present with us, guiding, comforting, and empowering us to live out Christ’s teachings and extend Jesus’ love to the world.

Moreover, the Feast of the Ascension invites us to ponder the eschatological hope it represents. As we celebrate Christ’s triumphant return to the heavenly realm, we are reminded of the promise of Jesus to come again. Just as the disciples looked up to the heavens after the ascension, we too eagerly await the fulfillment of the Kingdom on earth.

In celebrating the Feast of the Ascension, we are called to reflect on the implications of Christ’s ascension in OUR lives. It encourages us to trust in Christ’s ongoing presence, to draw strength from the Holy Spirit, and to live as witnesses of God’s incredible love and truth as demonstrated in the life of Christ. Furthermore, it reminds us to anticipate with hope and readiness the time when all things will be made new.

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As we commemorate the Feast of the Ascension, let us be filled with gratitude for the salvation given us through Christ’s life, death, and resurrection. Let us embrace the mission that has been entrusted to us as disciples and be inspired by Christ’s example of sacrificial love. And may we live each day in anticipation of a renewed world.

On this Feast of the Ascension, may our hearts be lifted up in praise and adoration, as we honour the triumph of Christ and as we anticipate the fulfillment of the Kingdom in Jesus’ ongoing mission accomplished in and through our lives and ministries.

I’m going to laugh again: reflections on the journey of healing through forgiveness

This morning I found myself on the highway headed for St. Andrew’s, Wellington.  As I drove down that road, (as is often the case when I have quiet driving time) I was carefully going over the various points for my Sunday Sermon.  

Out of the blue, an old memory entered my mind.  In my early years of ministry, I attended a big diocesan event with the Ladies’ Guild of my parish that was held at the Diocesan Cathedral.  As the event was wrapping up, our group realized that a few of the Ladies had wandered off and were nowhere to be seen.  We began to search for them so that we would be able to catch our bus back to Cambridge on time.

Suddenly, the lost appeared from behind us.  When they told the story of their search for the rest of the group, they simply said, “We just followed the sound of Fr. Don’s big laugh.”  The memory came back with a smile, but then the thought struck me that in the last year, I really haven’t laughed very much. In fact, I’ve spent much of the last year angry, and I can’t even remember the last time that I had one of those moments of cathartic laughter.  I have felt wounded, betrayed, abandoned, but joy and laughter have simply not been a part of my experience of the past year. My next thought was, “I don’t want to be angry anymore.”

An evening of fun with friends in San Juan, Puerto Rico

Granted, it has been a difficult time.  It has been almost a year since my ministry took a very painful turn.  I’ve said throughout that time, that through this pain I was feeling, my faith held on unwavering.  I realized this morning that this wasn’t entirely true.  For a year, my faith has struggled, because I was allowing my own anger to shut down a piece of my soul; to shut down that piece of my soul that I enjoy the most; that part of my faith life that included joy and laughter.

This kid has been able to make me laugh since she was tiny

That cynical part of my brain quickly answered back that it’s fine to say that I don’t want to be angry anymore, but how do I make that happen?  In that same moment, the dam broke, and the gospel words that I was preparing a sermon on finally made that long journey from my head to my heart.  The road to being whole again for me, is the road called forgiveness.

Perhaps most of those whom I might identify as having hurt me deeply, don’t even know the level that I have felt wounded, or even that their words or actions contributed to that wound.  Many of those who do realize that they have played a part in the great pain I have gone through likely don’t care that I have been angry with them.  My anger has done nothing to them, but what it has done is rob me of a whole year of living the joy of my faith, and that is far too high a price. Sadly, it is a price that I have chosen for myself through this entire year though.  

First Communion with Steph. Days of blessing…

Some of those with whom I have been angry have reached out to me during this year, and I fear have often received very curt replies. It seems that I have had so much hurt within myself that I always had an abundance to share with others. For this, I am sorry, and ask for forgiveness. I came to realize at the heart level, a truth that I have long known in my head, that I need to forgive, not because those others need it, but in order to heal my own soul; to find the peace that leads me back to joy.

A formal night onboard Cruiseship

In this priestly vocation there are words that are used to assure the world of forgiveness.  They are the promise and assurance of God’s forgiveness, but if God has forgiven already, who am I to remain angry?  So, “May Almighty God, have mercy upon you, pardon and deliver you from all your sins, confirm and strengthen you in all goodness, and keep you in eternal life, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.” And even as I let go of this woundedness, please pray for me, a sinner.

But I want to laugh again.

Fore! Golfing with Crazy Print Pants

Some of my first crazy golf pants

As an Anglican priest, you may not think of golfing as a particularly religious activity. But let me tell you, when you’re out on the course wearing crazy print pants, it’s like you’re spreading joy and laughter to all those around you.

My friend David can always be relied on to don a pair of wild pants along with me.

Picture this: You’re on the green, about to take your shot, and your opponents are staring in disbelief at your neon green and purple paisley pants. They may be thinking, “What is he wearing?” or “Is that a rainbow on his pants?” But little do they know, your bold fashion choice is actually helping to lift their spirits and bring a smile to their faces.

As you swing your club and hit the ball, your pants swirl around in a beautiful display of colours and patterns. It’s like a fireworks show, but on your legs. And let’s be real, who doesn’t love a good fireworks show?

We spread the joy when we attended a golf tournament at St. Andrew’s Church, Wellington in all our sartorial splendor.

Plus, wearing crazy print pants on the golf course is a great way to show off your unique style and personality. You’re not afraid to stand out from the crowd and make a statement. And in a world where conformity is often praised, it’s refreshing to see someone who is willing to break the mold and do their own thing.

So the next time you hit the links, don’t be afraid to rock those crazy print pants. Embrace your inner fashion icon and let your legs be a beacon of joy and laughter to all those around you. Who knows, you may even inspire your opponents to ditch their boring khakis and join you in the world of bold and beautiful golf fashion.

So, whether you’re on the golf course or in the pews, it’s important to embrace your unique style and let your true self shine through. And if that means wearing crazy print pants while you pray or putt, then so be it. Let your light shine, my friends, and may your pants always be bright and bold.

Celebrating Earth Day

Christ Church Community Garden. Growing several tons of food for those in need.

Earth Day is a time to reflect on our connection to the natural world and the ways in which we can work to preserve and protect our planet for future generations. One of the most fulfilling ways to connect with the earth is through gardening. Whether you have a small balcony or a large backyard, there is something truly special about getting your hands into the soil and growing your own plants.

At our parish, we have a community garden that produces tons of fresh vegetables that are donated to those who are struggling in our community. It’s a wonderful way to give back to those in need while also promoting sustainable and environmentally-friendly practices.

Growing fresh herbs on the back deck

There is a deep sense of satisfaction that comes from watching a tiny seed grow into a

thriving plant, and it’s even more fulfilling when you know that the food you’re growing is going to help feed someone in your community. By growing our own food and donating the surplus to those in need, we’re reducing our carbon footprint by eliminating the need for transportation and packaging, while also promoting healthy eating habits and community engagement.

Our chickens produce an abundance of eggs to be given away each week. This year we are adding beehives so that we can give honey as well

In addition to the environmental and social benefits, gardening can also have a positive impact on your mental and physical health. Studies have shown that spending time in nature can reduce stress and anxiety, and gardening specifically has been linked to

improved mood and increased levels of physical activity. It’s a great way to get outside, get some exercise, and work towards a tangible goal.

Lilies in my home garden

One of the things I love most about gardening is the opportunity to experiment with new plants and techniques. There is always something new to learn, whether it’s trying out a new variety of tomato or testing out a different composting method. It’s a never-ending journey of discovery and growth.

Another aspect of gardening that I find particularly rewarding is the ability to preserve herbs and spices. By growing your own herbs and spices, you can ensure that you always have fresh, flavourful ingredients on hand. Whether you’re drying herbs for use in teas or preserving spices for use in cooking, it’s a great way to extend the life of your garden and create delicious flavours that can’t be replicated by store-bought alternatives.

Gardening is a wonderful way to celebrate Earth Day and connect with the natural world. Whether you’re a seasoned gardener or just starting out, there is something truly special about watching your plants grow and thrive. And when you’re able to use your gardening skills to give back to your community and promote sustainable practices, it’s an even more fulfilling experience. So grab your gloves and your trowel, and get ready to dig in!